Beautiful boy

I loved him more than anything else in my life.

My absolute world.

I tried to keep him, I tried so hard.

I meant to keep every promise I ever made.

I did my best.

And fought even when told not to.

He's never been capable of staying with me.

He destroys me.

Leaves me. Loves me.

I don't know what I think of him, who he is.

I fail to recognize my wrongs in our relationship.

I would be on your arm tonight,

If you could have toughed it out.

Instead, you gave me up.

I tried I tried I tried I tried.

I am so sorry.

Like you always say, 

I'll always love you.