Testing.

God never stops testing, does He?

It's an unending cycle til we're in heaven with Him.

The pain and the unfairness never ceases, does it?

Sense making hardly exists anymore. 

Love is all that we have. Knowledge and love are the only things that cannot be taken away from us by the world that surrounds us. God given knowledge and love. Our beliefs. The things we know, are the things we will have to cling onto. 

It's fine. I'm fine. I'm calm and at peace.

My mother is coming undone in the kitchen, on the phone with a mishap. 

Mistreated. It's fine.

Pick up your cross today, Jenelle.

It's fine.